why me? haha. in this "bolt of sickness depression" as coined by abby. weather too cold, sarah too depressed, body too weak. was having this bad cough until today - not sure where it went but not coughing liaoz. woke up with a sharp pain at 5am. tried to "rush" to the toilet but felt faint so had to take little steps at a time (out of bed to door, door to living room sofa, living room sofa to suite door, suite door to toilet) painfully. thankfully i didnt faint. spent some time in the toilet. diarrhoea. sigh. headed back to bed. managed to fall asleep after awhile and woke up with a second attack of pain in my stomach. repeat above process. took to the toilet thrice the same way before finally settling back into bed. tiring morning. had to call my principal and tell her i wasn't going to school. problem about being an intern is that you also had to inform your site director and your mentor teacher. didnt get through their hp but left msgs anyways.
slept the entire morning with a few wakes from love - leaving for sch, telling me what time he'll be back to make lunch, call on his way back. somehow the extra sleep still left me tired - i am still tired now! and makes me wonder if there's just sth totally wrong with me.
on another note, pls pray for me. lots of red tape as a visa holder. cant work as i please.. even though my school (& principal) is willing to hire me as relief teacher after my mentor teacher goes on maternity leave soon. sigh. payment. the right to work. then applying for OPT (optional practical training) - basically it's a card which allows me to stay in US for an additional 12 mths to look for a job related to my field of study. then there's H1-B visa which my employer would need to apply for (with lots of application fees to pay for) *shakes head* i need to learn to trust God to provide all that i need for my future here...
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