I miss mum

i guess it's a preview of what is to come in the future... the day when i no longer will be able to talk to my mum. the day she leaves this place that brought so much pain and hurt to her. mum went for her company's "retreat" in thailand. actually i'm not positive what kind of trip she's on. i think she mentioned sth abt conferences. =p anyhows, i've been taking her for granted. esp when i'm home. i ask her to do so many things for me. esp when i'm away from home. either way, she's like the greatest person in my life. of coz my dad is too. so is my brother. and keng. i miss coming online and see the "smiley face" she always greets me with. i know it's temporary until sat when she gets home. and i'm just being silly thinking so much of it.

i'm still w/o my corrective contact lens. did go for check-up yesterday. spent like 2 hours at the clinic lah! they do things very thoroughly here in US. i probably went through like 4 major checks. also had my pupils dilated to check for tears/broken veins, etc in my eyes. the doc asked me to find out the dimensions/curvatures of my old lens (i made them 4 years ago) from SG then we'll work from there. meanwhile i'm given soft lens for my right eye. i had mei help me call the optometrist and got those dimensions. emailed my doc (so cool right? can just email like that) and now awaiting her reply and my next appt. cant wait to get clear vision once again...