tired

these days i'm so tired that i can only think of one word to describe how i feel. it's probably getting boring but whatever. who bother to read them anyway.

i dont like to count feats but today was a very low point in my life. in many ways, i dont really know how to respond anymore. my heart is torn and my mind is confused. i'm not sure how to feel either. all i know is that the pain is becoming unbearable and if it goes on like that for a sustained period, i know i won't make it at all.

hanging out with h and c this aftn was in some sense, weird. in another parallel universe, they might make a good pair. in other news, k's status has changed. i wish her the best.

putting kids to bed is a BIG job. i had to read like 10 books to both kids? cover to cover. and they aren't short/thin books. sheesh. we really need a library... i cant imagine re-reading books 50 times. lol. oh well. will cross that bridge if my boat ever heads there...