God works in very specific ways. ways which we obviously do not always apprehend. =P
i wrote that line couple of days back. but i guess it still applied today and well, the days ahead too. i went in faith to TTSH today. wasn't the nicest of place. you could almost feel the air infected with germs and bacteria. maybe it's just me being overly-sensitive. haha! i think it's pretty challenging to be nurses and doctors.. the bringer of hope & pain (well, not in the spiritual sense lah). perhaps it's medical advancement. in any case, dealing with patients who are in pain, and just wanted to give up or go home, is so hard!
my grandpa has been warded for chest pains, breathing difficulties and other complications, amongst weak lungs and failing kidneys. i told my mum abt his "bruise-like" coloured arms and she said she didnt see them that way yesterday. =( i also noticed he was on morphine drip, which was confirmed by the staff nurse who came by to talk. wasnt sure if she knew a lot though. haha! she just kept saying the doc has noted down those new "developments".
i have to say that God really had a purpose for me to stay in singapore. in many aspects, i didnt feel anxious that my visa was screwed up. have to admit, was a little worried initially abt my job, but again, God provided and my HOD found a substitute teacher by the time i called him. i'm still facing air ticketing issues - my connecting flight is scheduled on sunday, when i arrive LA on thu. =( but again, i'm sure it is all in God's mighty plans.
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