Friday, December 16, 2005

Lack of Sleep

sheesh, i duno if taking an afternoon was a good choice. i've been lying on my bed for the past 1.5 hrs without getting into sleep. sigh. & i've to be up in 3.5 hrs.. sheesh. i seriously think there's sth wrong with me. each time a big event occurs or sth that triggers me to think too much, i just lie there with my brain filled with constant activities. i ask the Lord to remove them & in trying so, sing a new song to Him. unfortunately, the song stays stuck in my head & the process of getting to sleep is to no avail. sigh.

many things happening to many people. i can only pray & ask the Lord's hand of mercy to be upon them. good things that deserves smiles; bad things that require prayers. life is hard. cant imagine it without the Creator and Giver of life. i'm truly so blessed. dad told me that he'll have some savings from the insurance that has just matured (yeah, that's the word i was looking for dear!) & so i can relax and know that everything is provided for. amen. & i was asking God for money to drop from the sky *heh, great faith here*. praise Him for His faithfulness!! exam results out next week. really trusting the Lord to unveil His wonderful plans for me.. =)

ok, attempt to sleep again, i shall. 5am to make-up and do my hair for Paoru's wedding (i'm gonna be with the 'sisters' as interpreters. =p).

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